Belated bday celebration

Yesterday

had me and my sis bday celebration

since our bday just one week different

its been awhile

since i went to university

i never eat korea food

which i love the most

last time get used to go there

we order a lot

eat a lot

and spend a lot of time over there too..haha

till from scarce people till many then bck to few

Fried garlic before meat BBQ start

the restaurant

side dishes with the beef tongue

beef tongue-my mom favourite

'cao nian gao'

Pig's neck meat

Ginseng chicken soup

Steam egg

Sea food steamfood

one of the dessert drink-rice alcohol

there are some other dishes but didnt post

cause busy in eating and not free to take the picture..XD

but food over here are very nice

should introduce to all my friends ^_^

~Daorae korea BBQ restautant~

Port Dickson

Day before yesterday just came back from PD

a tiring yet exciting trip ^^

stay in water chalet

view outsite the window was just nice

beside the window is my bed

during night

look at the beautiful view of sky

really feel relax

 its jacuzzi time! XD

 beach volleyball.. game start!

unfortunately, girls lose edi..punishment-have to cover by sand.. T.T
both my knee were hurt and get scratches
till now also havent recovered..lol

 preparing for kayak^^

 our banana boat overturned! we all fall into the water..

me, my sis and my parent friend's sons and daughter

in total of 7 times the boat driver trying to make us fall into the water

i , together my sis and one more frenz just fall for 6 times..hehe

other , unluckily.. fall 7 times..lol

may be i too enjoying the kayak

now my shoulder muscle was really very pain

just touch it also can feel the pain

but worth it

with the happiness i gain ..XD

Ayer hitam

This evening

i successfully concure another jungle!! XD

i and my mom together with her frenz

went to the nearby jungle,Ayer Hitam

which is one of the hutan simpanan in my hometown

(i didnt realise nearby my house have such jungle)

never thought that my mom will date me out for jungle tracking right after i came back

hahaha

and what was more surprise is

she seldom will go for jungle tracking!

but recently

she was actively joining in it

its a good thing..hehe

better than she watch PPS whole day..lol

the whole journey took us around one and the half hour

almost 7000 steps

no cement , no tar road

all the way were mud

may be its because just had rain over there

just awhile after we start tracking

i saw a leech!!

i feel so geli as i dont like worm..yer..

luckily i didnt get any leech sucking on my blood

surprisingly in my hometown

i able to found a clean small river with little prawn inside!

next time should introduce to my frenz to come over

there really a nice place

 before we go into the jungle

 a lot monkeys over there!

my mom pants was full of mud, so am i..lol

should come over there more frequent whenever i back here

^_^

Im back!!

OK!

finally with the sentence i wish to said it loudly

IM BACK!! XD

waiting for 2 hours in the airport

sitting and having my breakfast at KFC

i saw my frenz depart

as their flight are 2 hours earlier than me

 the flight was reversing together with the small cart

 moving to sky track

flying with the speed over 400km/h up to the sky

See ya next sem, my friends!!

now...

its my turn!! lol

two hour journey

reached home with sweet greet from my boy boy! ^_^

 he ignore me and continue sleep on my luggage

 rolling rolling.. seem he wants the luggage full of his smell..lol

 looking at sthg

 buck on me when i was rearrange my stuff

cause he want to play edi =.=

these is what he had done

when i was busying arranging my stuff back to cupboard

very noisy but cute..XD

Time after exam

It is the time

to relax my mind!!

wowh!!

right after my final

my coursemates decide to celebrate it with something crazy

hahaha

these like what i had done with LV gang

straight after exam

i start pack my stuff into box

after meet my dean for a short meeting

me and my coursemates straight away rent 2 cars

we go beach!!

where i like the most!! XD

we go pantai irama

there, i really like

the wind blows up my heart

smooth movement and flying hair

sinking foots in the sea

sudden relax pass through my mind

really like these feel so much

but my frenz again said me like emo-ing 

T.T

in fact, im enjoying! lol

we had some snacks and of course

memories were written down

in a lot of photos

its 7pm

we direct to thai resaurant where foo suggest

had a lot of nice  food i like

and tom yam soup too, yes!

chat a lot and exchanges of language knowledge

i learn some new words

due to mae chel daddy is coming to fetch her back

we decide back after the dinner

but

its not the end yet

hehehe

my coursemate decide to go yam cha

as we never done this before together

after refresh ourselve

ridal hotel, our next station

cause its late in night

so we call along guys

and we found kim

we chit chat and chit chat till 2sthg

as the shop going to off soon

suddenly, my coursemate suggest to see sunrise

O.O

in the end

we spend our time in KFC nearby USM

we watch football match

i learn new knowledge about the football match from kim

realise that , all the player really very well in acting

after "struggling" of pain caused by opponent

which eventually makes him had the chance for free kick or penalty kick

he still can play normally as the other

5am

starting the engine and

we reach PCB

had a small nap in the car

waiting the sun meet us

apprximately an hour after we reached there

we saw 3 other cars park beside us

the faces inside look similiar!

Ah han, mun keng and their other frenz

wow

never thought that we will meet them there

wait for the sun together

but seem like the sun feel shy

keep hiding behind the cloud

though no sun shiness there 

but with the limited sun shine

i saw clearly the division between sea and sky

time for breakfast!

with crazy mind we went to airport KFC again..haha

i really cannot withstand the calling from mr.chou

keep knocking my head at there

at last

done our breakfast and we back colledge at 8sthg in the morning

due to i accompany mae chel fetch cindy

who just back from penang and arrive kb mall at 4 in the morning!

i once again

break my record

just within a month!!

without sleep for 28 hours

i think i wont so hardworking like this for the study

hahaha

wua seh...

if i let my parent know about it

i can swear that they wont let me out again

hahaha

day after exam

really amazing , fun and hard to predict

will keep all the memories deep in my heart

~^_^~

有这样一种单身

总有人这样问我
“有对象没？”
21年了，我总是这样回答
“呵呵，没有呢。”
我得到的回应永远都是
“不会吧，不可能吧 ……”


其实，那是真的，
不是没人追，没人要，只是没有合适的；
不是眼光高，要求多，只是没有感觉的。
有感觉的都有伴侣了，所以只好敬而远之。
也许有时想恋爱，想让自己不再寂寞，
可是却不想随随便便的爱了。

有时候当自己静下心来会觉得自己的执着很可笑，
为什么不去恋爱？为
什么要让自己单身呢？
难道是爱上了孤独爱上了寂寞吗？

其实不然，因为有一种单身叫“宁缺勿滥”。

我们对爱很专一也很执着,
有自己独特的思想，
能够坚持自己；
在茫茫人海中只想找一个能让自己对上眼的人，
也许在别人眼里那很傻，
可是这样的傻只是想对得起 自己的心；

让自己孤独让自己寂寞就是不可以让自己随便和人恋爱；
前世的500次回眸才换来今生的一次擦肩而过，
这样的虚幻不去相信，
缘分没有多少，
要得只 是感觉；
不会轻易的去恋爱，
不想去欺骗别人，
也不想去骗自己，
爱是纯洁的互相的，
但如果一旦遇到那个他(她)就会坚持不懈，
定下自己的心，
绝不会花心，
用 心去爱。

每个人心里都有自己另一半的身影的，
就算是勉强找到另一半的你，
难道在你的心里除了他（她）就没有另一个心底的人吗？

在心里也会有对另一半的憧憬，
希望彼 此的遇见是一个浪漫美丽的邂逅；
希望他（她）是你的王子（公主），
但却不会沉迷于这种童话的幻想，
只想要那份属于自己的真实邂逅，
不会去痴迷于王子（公 主），
只要我的那个他（她）。

我只是想找个懂自己的愿意陪伴自己的
只是想找个懂自己的愿意陪伴自己的。

当你有一天真正遇到那个他（她），
两人的交往中绝对会为彼此设定底线，
不会轻易越过；
尊重爱情，尊重感情，尊重彼此，
不会随便开始，
但一旦开始，
那么就会是最珍惜生活的人。
因为他们相信爱。

当遇到一个喜欢自己但没有好感的人，
会礼貌而尊重的对方说“对不起，
我们不适合”，
尊重自己的感情也是尊重别人的感情，
不会让对方浪费时间，
如果对方觉得朋友可以做，
当然我很乐意。
但想要改变我的想法，
不可能，
因为他们不会轻易让自己妥协，
除非你是哪个他（她）。

有朋友说，
现在的社会已经不流行宁缺勿滥了，
应该是宁滥勿缺，
可能那是对的，
但我却不想改变，
难道这样错了吗？

不想像别人那样轻易的爱了，
轻易的让自己不孤单了，
当结束一段又一段情时不会有任何伤感，
因为那样的人没有用过情，
确切的说他们不懂爱与被爱,
他们会对所 有的异性都有好感，
不会执着与追求自己的那个他（她），
相对于宁缺勿滥之人他们会更现实，
也更会在恋爱中保护自己，
因为分手后的他（她）不会知道痛的感 觉，
他们不曾为爱付.
而宁缺勿滥的人不是这样，
他们从不会，
会将一段情维持很长，
哪怕结束时他们会伤心、痛苦、难过，
但却曾经付出过，不会后悔，
让自己刻 骨铭心的爱，是需要用心去等待，哪怕是用一生。

孤独，不一定不快乐；
得到，不一定能长久；
失去，不一定不再拥有。

Alone

Sitting alone in the room

seeing the 3 empty places

3 a very "clean" bed

listening to the hitz online

encho sound was heard

can imagine that my room really very empty now

singing and on9-ing

relaxing my mind for a moment

before went to another war day after tomorrow

introduction to veterinary medicine

yesterday

the toughest day i had pass through

everyone was celebrating

the last day of their final

and be here

some even having BBQ party downstair

the nice smell of the meat and the joy sound

makes me cant concentrate on my revision

 watching my roommates packing their stuff

passing behind my seat

to and fro uncountable

every second is just like an hour

keep thinking when will my exam over

today

the toughest test just over

fuh

can relax for awhile

listening to music and on fb

(as usual way that i relax my mind XD)

but the situation still the same

today even more people went back

saw them one by one

taking bus, flight, train

now the colledge like after a war

silent and rubbish scatter around

makes me feel that

im the last soldier still fightning for the war

hahaha

cause the time i went back colledge

strong wind blow together the paper and rubbish flying everywhere

its hard for me to not to had this thought

going to start packing my stuff into limited 2 boxes

wishing i can squeeze them in

counting down the days

4 more days to go

my beloved hometown

Puchong

WAIT FOR ME YA!!!

XD

Counting down the day

"what should i keep here?"

"is the box enough space?"

"....."

everyone was busying packing their stuff

for going HOME

but i still cant pack all yet

as i going to stay here for almost one more week

T.T

saw their exciting and happy face

kinda envy

but its ok

cause i just late few days going home only

hehe

wish i can had a nice holiday >.<

hrm

as now

left 2 more papers to go

the toughest one is coming soon

day after tomorrow

still in progress in preparing for it

just took a small nap

to compensate the overused "power" yesterday

3 hours sleeping hour

start feeling headache right after the exam

 now

next papers is coming

anatomy and introduction to vet

i will win the war!!

bless me ya!!

^_^

Wait till the end

This is not the end, this is not the beginning
Just a voice like a riot rocking every revision
But you listen to the tone and the violent rhythm
Though the words sound steady something’s empty within them
We say yeah with fists flying up in the air
Like we’re holding onto something that’s invisible there
Cause we’re living at the mercy of the pain and the fear
Until we dead it, forget it, let it all disappear

Waiting for the end to come
Wishing I had strength to stand
This is not what I had planned
It’s out of my control
Flying at the speed of light
Thoughts were spinning in my head
So many things were left unsaid
It’s hard to let you go

I know what it takes to move on
I know how it feels to lie

All I want to do
Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven’t got
Sitting in an empty room
Trying to forget the past
This was never meant to last
I wish it wasn’t so
I know what it takes to move on
I know how it feels to lie
All I want to do
Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven’t got

What was left when that fire was gone
I thought it felt right but that right was wrong
All caught up in the eye of the storm
And trying to figure out what it’s like moving on
And I don’t even know what kind of things I said
My mouth kept moving and my mind went dead
So I’m picking up the pieces, now where to begin
The hardest part of ending is starting again