First and ever

Spinning,turning,jump over

sound of tyre spinning and glass breaking
happen at once

makes me shouted OMG
divider from left to right then back to left
when it stop
the car was at field of roadside
opposite direction
only realise that

was in unexpected car accident

A non-stop hand shaking

unable to stand when comes out from car

at that moment i feel dizzy

one of the tyre was in drain
hind tyre was out of shape
alignment confirm not in normal shape
i still wander around
dont know where and how i was there
was surprise on what had happen
recall the incident makes me feel scare

i can feel that the car
was not in balance and bending toward right hand side
i eventually off from my seat
luckily my hand hold tight to the seat in front
if not i ...
 chestal was unlucky
her hand and leg were injured
impact was strong
luckily no others were hurted

everything happen so suddenly
i cant get back myself
speechless and totally blank
every second of the incident
still wondering in my mind
in that moment
whats in my mind were
my family, my pets,my frenz
i had a lot of things havent done yet
i havent done done a great thing o make my family feel proud of
really thank God

whole night
thinking the whole incident
i cant control it
try to get rid of it
thanks to all my frenz
encourage and comfort me
really feel glad that my frenz were around
cause they were around
i can feel that im still there
really thx for comforts from my frenz
chestal,chiew fen,wei fang,eden,erica,cristal,janice,hui voon
sk,kobe,meng heng,kim,jaysion,kelvin

the day after the incident
i recall again the incident
although my neck and my left hand feel muscle pain
but
i does few lucky
lucky that kobe can control the car well
lucky that the car was hard enough
lucky that the car didnt turn over
lucky that no one injured seriously
lucky that no car came from behind
lucky that no walker beside the road
lucky my frenz were around
these luckies
make me feel that im really very lucky
i can still blogging over here

be thankful for every single second
every single breath
im still standing here
feel the life
which still waiting for me !!!

Right now

In contact with them

realised that 

how come i doesnt cross over such thing

too focus on the other things?

doesnt care what is it?

hrm

start feeling curious

saw many friends were in the condition

while i

just passing by

sometimes will give some advise or comment on it

may be i saw it from side

so i easily notice every single purpose of the action

from there i learn

during form6 especially

i become the counsellor among my frenz

what i amaze that

i dont have any experiance but then

they will find me automatically

eventually i just give the advises

from what i saw, i think, i analyse

no one question me before

but at here

so suddenly someone ask me

'did u in love with someone secretly?'

i stun

'how come i never ask myself '

then she ask me again

'u know how was the feel likes?'

the fact is,i dont know

but i know

if u like someone and the one dont know wat ur feel toward him

u will in condition where

u standing btw mystery and unpredictable

might happy in this sec but opposite in another sec

when i saw her

i feel that somehow she was suffer of it

i cant withstand sawing this and feel wanna help her

i know

once u miss it u will regret forever

just like my frenz facing now

with encourage and a predictable answer

but still afraid of stepping one step forward

may be he scare and lack of confident

but i just feel 'sayang' for him..haiz..

i want my frenz to be happy always

thats why i wanna help them whenever i can

trying to give advise to both site

just wish to have a happy ending

right now

i realise that

"love"

is not easy and it need someone to step forward

if both still remain at where they stand

then miracle wont happen

hrm..why suddenly feel so

i guess i learn something new from my frenz

hahaha

well

just wish everyone brave to step forward

HAPPY will always be urside

~^_^~

Myself

Just realised

im such a weak person

cant withstand the tension

for getting a marks that under my expectation

i eventually

~CRY~

its been so long i keep my tears in my heart

never allow it show up

but i lost

not dare to tell my mom and my sis

just in dark

3 of my coursemate knew it

luckily they were around me

bringing me at the corner

encouraging me

walking around to relax my mind

time still passing by me

i still have to continue the journey

thats my choice

i need to learn how to standing up again

and dont ever let myself fall down again

thats will be me right now

together with my frenz

i will stay stronger!!

frenz will be the main power for me

~BE STRoNG~

bday^_^

22nd Oct

most meaningful and memorable day ever had

thats my bday^^

and where the best time to gather with my frenz and chit chat with them

2pm

my coursemates date me out for lunch at CSC

i thought just an ordinary lunch time as usual

but then when im going to finish my last bite of my yee mee kung fu

they eventually bring me surprise!

i thought they wont celebrate it

but it's really make me feel touchy

-foo,sarah,mae chel,eric,jia qi,kellyn-

7pm

modern dance post moterm

we book 2 cars and went to chiang mai restaurant for dinner

tom yam, no doubt, my flavor

and other tasty dishes

again, thought just an ordinary post moterm

but then became my bday celebration

hahaha

they dont want me share for the dinner payment

feel a bit paiseh >.<

but they said nvm

PCB , next station

where we chit chat a lot and have lot of fun

wind blows, wave sound, pretty moon (somemore eclipse)

decorate my feeling ,a best bday memories scene

McD

place where we get rid from starving 

breakfast or to be exact supper

my cornaeto Mc flurry ice cream ! XD

no doubt

conversation around and laugh away the cold and dark day outside morror

i had a small nap as my eye really cant withstand the gravitatioal force apply on my lids

hahaha

early  in the morning

where people just wake up, we just reached uni.lol

and this is first time in my life

out with frenz till early in the morning

though tired, but happy!! ^^

great time ever and hope will happen again in the future!!

 -sk,meng heng,jaysion,wee keat,jun nam,chestal,wei fong,chiew fen,connie-

again, thx very much ya!!

for willing celebrate bday with ^~^

~New Jazz~

frenz

2 days ago, i went to my frenz uni lantern festival

supposingly she will come to my uni festival too

but she was busying practicing her performance for her festival,

so she cant make it :(

but never mind

we able to achieve wat we had promise before came to kelantan

-meet each other at here

to be honest

when i saw her

im really very happy for it

may be she is from same hometown as me, same gang

most vital, my best frenz!

meet a best frenz at a place we both not familiar

at each other uni

is the best thing ever

saw her performance

can see that she very concern her steps

hahaha.. cause she eventually not smilling and focus on counting the steps

after the event

we both together my coursemate and her frenz

we go mamak stall for supper

cause im still hungry! hehe

we both does chat a lot

from sit on seat till leave the seat

hopefully we can be like this next time

waiting each other uni event and holiday

^ ^

this pic is right after her performance

this is her performance dress

she look pretty on it right? haha