the best answer to cover a manner is
by saying 'it is fate'
but the truth is
it just ur willful of admitting it
'the true answer'
there may be a historical scene or any incident
that changes u
from a loving and caring person
to a cruel and cold-blooded human being
justice
a word seem very unfamiliar to u
that been covered by a cloudy shield
makes u cant differentiate
the true and false
the shield that built by urself
may be to protect some other reason
may be to protect urself
or
may be to protect the weak personality in ur body
hurt
is what u will get
when u decide to choose to hide it
shame to show it
jealousy which always attact to it
in the end
u will drown deeper and deeper
when struggling in a 'quicksand'
the one u hurt
eventually is the one who care u the most
the more they care of u
the more they will get hurt
as u was pushing them hardly to aside
in conclusion
they will started to avoid u
and the only one u feel that u can depend on
are the one who standing aside
doesnt care of what was happening around u
jux watching u till the end of the 'drama'
when those who care of u walk away
and those who doesnt care of u staying there as audience
and thus , u feel that the latter are the one who care about u
but the fact is
it is NOT!
u trusted them
blame the good, trust the bad
in the end
when things go to a sad point
u blame that thats ur fate and bla bla bla
but when think properly
actually
its jux ur stubborness of knowing
u had done something wrong
make a wrong decision
u dont wan other to think something bad of u
u jux wearing a mask
live around in the world
~PEACE~
